Uhh...same old shit..

Another argument, another fight i text "im so sorry" You say its alright..you say that we're ok But i am sorry- u didnt deserve it anyway Its just sometimes, i get scared.. What me and you have- its so real And you'll never know exactly how i feel.. To fall asleep next to you, To wake up and see your face And when i kiss you- im in a whole other place.. I need to trust you, i know that i do. I got to forget whats happened- focus on me and you But at times it seems so hard- i cant forget,like im scarred She seems so perfect.. so why are u without her?Why'd u ever choose me? I lay awake at night telling myself we'l be alright but its not fair- why should we fight? I know that i got funny, and im sorry that i did, but i know shes got a hold over you, i know shes got your kid Are we strong enough to over come the problems Will it always be this way? Will we always argue, about the same old stuff I know i was being stupid- i know u'v had enough I hold your hand tight, i can see us in ten years Smiling, still together, you stil wiping my tears I was born to be with you- i live to make u happy, Seeing is believing, as they say And to tell you i love you, i dont know any other way. I dont want to get shitty, i hate feeling like this Cos most of the time im ok, i dont worry atal, but your phone goes off, and i know who's tryin to call Or you get a message, sit and text back, And i feel like i dont exist, and i cant handle that i dont want to be a middle person, standing in the way You say that im not- its just the games she plays You say shes jelous, but of what?! She left you right? or has she forgot? I just want it to be ok, i dont want you to leave Im sorry i got funny, I just cant be what you want me to be.. But i can love you more than life..