you cant say 
what you think i feel
beacause every dark day
feels so surreal
you think i cry 
to feel the pain
i never try
because i fear disdain ( i.e rejection)
but your never hear 
so i never have help
your my answer
but your never near
im waiting here all this time 
for you to say your mine
what if i get tired of waiting here

im ready to leave
(im turning)
isnt this something you fear?

why do you keep saying 
 you dont 
care

then whats the point?
   of staying
how is that fun

you caused me 

    UNBEARABLE

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