Harsh reality

I dont know where i belong Dont know who i'm supposed to be I dont know what im meant to say Now your walking away from me Im just that empty shell now No hopes,no fears, no dreams Nothing in my life is as easy as it seems Said i had to let you go, I said i needed to walk away But now your really leaving I have nothing left to say My words have all been silenced My tears have all been froze Theres no feeling left in me And nobody really knows.. My heart is shredded, But i dont feel any pain It doesnt hurt like last time It doesnt feel the same Its like im not here Your not here too Im not about to say my last goodbye And never talk to you It isnt tearing me apart I cant feel a thing Im just stood here, empty Wondering.. How long will it be, before it hits me hard? Slap bang straight in the face.. How long have i got? Until the harsh reality hits me Because right now, i feel ok It isnt hurting, not at the moment anyway But its meant to, right? Im meant to sit up, crying all night, Im meant to be heartbroken Im meant to be sad, But i cant feel anything Im not even mad Its like this was supposed to happen But that cant possibly be? Well i'll never forget the day you said You dont mean anything to me...