K.. [[u know who this is for]]

No matter what i've put you through I just want you to know that i love you.. I've never regretted anything more Than the day when i broke the promise that i swore.. You dont know what you mean to me I look at you and i melt And no matter who's hand im holding, who's lips im kissing, whos arms are holding me I'll always wish it could be you and me.. I remember the saturday night I remember it all too well Holding your hand in the back of the car Scared and frightnened of what i was feeling But at the same time, i just wanted to be your girl.. i guess i have always liked you, Like this throbbing feeling deep inside And now that we're leaving school Im finding it hard to keep them put aside.. Just hold my hand one more time.. Let me just feel how i did then, Let me remember one more time How it felt- when you could have been mine.. I'll never forget you your smile your eyes, your hair I just wanted you to know that i really fucking care.. [[uhhhh im sooo pissed at myself...i loved you so much, and i screwed it up and i cant forgive myself..]]