im thru

no more trying, no more crying, no more "i wish he'd love me" and no more dying. i'm sick of being a stupid little girl, i'm sick of our retarted and messed up world! so here i go, off into the snow. i'm gone now, even though i don't know how. i'm so done with it, i'm sick of taking your shit. just let my heart heal, i need time to go back to being real. i need to fall out of love with you, so give me space and time to. let me be, by doing this you're helping me. my heart is stioll bleeding from that last one, and i know that won't be the last one. time is good and time is real, it gives us all the time to heal. i'm doing my best to smile on the outside, but there's just so much to hide. the scars are moving from my heart to my soul, and i just can't seem to let you go. just breath, let it all slide off. you can surely breath as long as your skin is still soft. you can make it through.