The Weaker Side Of Me
By FarmGirl •
The weaker side of me wants to
Cry cut bleed die find out the reason why
But the strong side of me wants to
Stay alive strive stand up and dive just ignore
The lies
Yet I can't decide witch path to follow
Everyone seems distant cruel and hollow
In there own life they seem to wallow
Never noticing me all alone in the corner sighing
On the edgy almost crying
Two voices in my head
Confusion left me seeing red
No reason to get out of bed
Through tubes of negativity I'm force fed
Fight says one half of my Brain
Give up says the other side that can't take the strain
In this confusion I'm subjected to pain
I blame them they blame me
Unless I pick a path I can't be free
Will it be life or suicide
Being indecisive won't let me hold on or safely glide
I can't keep on letting myself hide
Through my mind no answer to my decision rides
Feeling like my hands are tide
Do I don't I?
Should I shouldn't I?
Will I won't I?
Many days going by
No way to live
What else can I can I give?
It seems its me the human race wants to rid