Dirty Looks

I sometimes find it strange that I'm The only one who remembers these things These wonderful, worth remembering things Why is it I'm the only one Who remembers all the things that we did together All you ever saw were bads and I was the optimistic one I'd laugh it off and it would feel alright Then you'd look at me and laugh along While we listened to our favorite song And I always thought it'd be like this forever But you can Not forget those dirty looks Those misgiving words we often spoke And sometimes I feel like you had never cared But I... I'm the optimistic one Ms. Happy-happy I'm not done You'd look at me with those sad eyes And I would give in everytime Of course, I never thought you'd walk away from me I gave you everything you ever wanted And now you have the nerve To deny me of your vibrant laugh Your glowing eyes are once again dull Like they were when I first met you Like mine when I was still locked up inside my room But you can Not forget those dirty looks Those misgiving words we often spoke And sometimes I feel like you never cared But I... I did! I was the optimistic one Who laughed at all you'd ever done I gave you the look and said step away from me And you pushed me farther away And I just can't help that it was all my fault Ms. Happy-happy's no longer happy I'm locked up in my room I'm never laughing anymore But I'm thankful I still don't cry I threw out all of those photos I threw out all your stuff I forgot about those dirty looks and moved on... What about you?