I am the girl

I am the girl that never cries. I am the girl that is always smiling. I am the girl that's in control. I am the girl that is never afraid. I am the girl that makes you laugh. I am the girl that lives the lie. For I am the girl that's emotionally scarred. I am the girl who cries in the dark. I am the girl that hides the pain. I am the girl that lives life alone. I am the girl that is scared of life. I am the girl who wishes she was dead. I am the girl that slices my arms. I am the girl who takes the pills. I am the girl you thought she was. I am the girl who was secretly depressed. Now I am the girl that lies in a box. I am the girl asleep underground. I am the girl that didn't get help. I am the girl who paid the price of living. I am the girl who needed you all. I am the girl that you're crying over now. I am the girl that is cold and pain free. I am the girl that is dead. I am the girl.