its not enough to know
that we're not dead.
it's not enough to know
that you are the voice within your head.
cannot pick you up
this is the last one
this is the last one
the last obstacle.
you're not just second best
it's not enough to know that
we're not dead
hey ana... im here for you...
tell yourself they love you. 
lie jsut a little bit more. 
maybe it will hurt a little less 
than it did the time before.


xoxo
Ellie