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Dedicated 2 my fiance... I am confused... Y do u call me names? Y do i play ur lil games? I feel lower than durt.. U always hit me where it hurts... Y do i take ur shit anyway?? U dont even want me 2 stay... U sit there n call me a disgrace.. Y do u say it 2 my face/?? U knw it hurts me bad... U knw it makes me sad... Evry1 talks about us gettin married... But dnt wanna get married 2 some1 that makes my heart bleed. I dnt wanna go deeper than i already am... 2 me this is a trap a secret scam... Y did i fall into ur trap?? Y do i stay n take ur crap??? Y do u make me stay?? U dont want me anyway?? I am a horrible person... I dnt love my son... All these things u say 2 me.. Hurts me more than anything... Y do i let u treat me this way... U knw u dnt even want me anyway...