My secret friend....

it started in April hols That first kiss I told you it will confuse me And it now has We met up a week later and you touched me with more fire than anyone has given me Saturday you came to my house A little secret meeting we were in my room on my bed... I was in the mood But then you asked for sex I froze completely Not knowing what to expect I couldnt do it I sent you on your way Its just so hard I wanted you to stay Im so confused is this my fault? Did i get myself to deep? Im trapped I really like him The way he makes me happy God why did this happen? Now he wont talk I wish i knew what was happening In his mind But i just fall apart I cant get this out my head it goes round and round Like a spinning top Oh god, will you just talk to me?