Along time ago in a far away land,I felt the love I so
desperately long for today. 
I don't remember how I lost it, or why.
I only remember I felt it and owned it.
I so desperately want to feel this love again, but who knows
if I ever will?

The best I can describe it, in this ever changing state of
mind, it was like taking a ride on the highest Ferris Wheel
and loving every second of it! It was like eating Cotton
Candy with a soft warm breeze in your face. it was like
looking through a Kaleidoscope for the very first time and
realizing this was a real world, a real place!

I felt the freedom to fly and I did! I seem to remember
others flying with me. I was friends to birds and other
flying creatures, and I don't know why it stopped so soon!
I love the color of the sky!
I love sunshine and rain.
I love snow falling  clean  and new. 

Colors make me happy!
Gray colors scare me! 
Black I love to wear black, but it's a mystery for me as a
color. 

White, I love white!
I miss my Father! 
I want to go home!
Where is home?

Glostarg