For a Moment

i spent years wishing i found the words to speak my mind i found the way to let msyelf believe you were kind. i let you in when i wanted nobody at all i found you there your trust was my issue and i choose that i believed in you but in the end you've become my biggest downfall. we could've been everything, but now we're not. we're not anything at all the hardest part was prolly the worst part getting this close to you. and giving up these walls... you're a fucking fairy tale that isn't coming true. we could have worked it out. i didn't have these doubts, i didn't have to wonder just what are you doing now. i didn't know inside That it won't work out for you and i. i wish that i could just say my last goodbye. for a moment... for a moment i believe this is true but i need you tonight. im still fighting to look and greet the light. i need you to know that im going to be okay. but the sad thing is here i am.... without out. i dont know what day i choose to change what we had but it's changed my life forever; i see it now. you're my fucking fairy tale. and im sorry, that i didn't have these doubts. that i needed your help. im letting go. and i need you to know; im up through the night. i think about you and i cant let go. but i will be okay. you're in my mind the memories remain scars may fade and someday we'll be together again you're never on your own. i love you and i still care somehow. i believed. that it would have worked out for you and i. but im getting ready... to say my final goodbye. xoxo Ellie