you leave

sometimes i wonder why, we have to say goodbye. and as i sit and think this, you blow me a godbye kiss. it's time for you to leave now, but i'm left with so much fear and doubt. i'm scared of being without you, i'm scared of what will happen without you. i can't face these things without you, and i'm confused on what i should do. i can't do this alone, and when it's all said and done, i'll still miss your smile, and you'll miss mine after a while. so i sit and wonder, i think and i ponder. you leave because it's your time, i let you leave because you're not mine.