chorus
falling asleep yet still wide awake 
 my feelings and my thoughts 
keep me in this state
im in the inbetween 
where i start to dream
i'm falling awake
v1
caught in the middle
of my exhaustion
and i start to think 
of you with a sense of caution
i should have known
you'd haunt my thoughts
i should have known
it wouldnt be as i thought
yet here i am 
still standing
wide awake
chorus
v2
my senses are muted
colors don't exist
tastes are dilluted
all because this ill begotten tryst
i should have told you 
everything unsaid
i should have told you
so i could clear my head
but instead
i live with this
dream like insomnia
chorus
bridge 
i could say i want it to stop
but that would be a lie 
i need you in my thoughts
chorus
v3
my eyelids start to droop
so my subconsciencious screams
you play as a loop
in these sleepless dreams
i should have fought
like tomorrow wouldnt come
i should have fought
and now everythings come undone
yet here i am
 still wide awake
but no longer standing
chorus
to fade out