Momentary weakness

From where i stand and what i see things could be a lil bit easier on me i build it up and take the pain inside it seems eternal rain every feeling sunken down every breathe to hit the ground i struggle more and more i fail it seems i can only tell a sad tale every word and every letter i only wish i could do that much better so everytime i let you down its one more strap to which im bound numb to the touch yet ever feeling i hit the floor for which im pleading release me from what i find to be cruel what i am, what you see.. what i feel ill never be....