Daddy Dearest

Daddy Dearest Dear Daddy, I hate you more than anything you can ever know. I want you to go away and never return. You don’t have a clue what you’ve put me through. Dear Father, I hope you rot and burn. All of these years I’ve lived in anger and fear. You’ll never know what you’ve done. Dear Daddy, you messed up the worst this time. I was just beginning to trust you again. Then you go and destroy my life once more. Dear Father, I’m not a scared little girl anymore. I’m a lonely used up little whore. Never knowing what your love felt like, I looked in so many of the wrong places. Oh so many horrible, terrifying faces I’ve seen. Dear Daddy, you make me feel as though this is all my fault. I am never good enough for you, never reaching your goals up so very high. Dead Father , I will not reply to your dying call or cry. Nor will it be me who over your dead body will I weep. I know all the hate I posses will soon disapate. But I have never been the best one to be told to wait. Dear Daddy, Why did you do this to me? Cut me and scar me so I want to do nothing but run and hide. Daddy, you are the one and only thing I have known to be evil and frightening. Only time will tell if I’ll out-live these sufferings. Dear Father , I can feel nothing anymore. I have no happy childhood memories. The only thing you gave to me was this numb feeling and chilling intensity. Always angry and so full of hate. This is the only thing we have in common, the only way we can relate. Catt<3 2/15/2006 .........afternoon