As i see you there next to me
My whole body shakes in terror
I am scared not,
But afraid of being found out
You laugh with me
You make me laugh
but i always wonder if you see me like i see you.
We talk on the phone
Hours into the night
superficial is the convorsation
With you i want to talk more about the "us"
but i believe you may not see an "us" at all
That day i wanted to tell you
the words couldnt leave my mouth
I wanted to tell you everything i was feeling
everything thought 
every dream
but my mind took over my hearts desire!
As i see you there next to me
i wonder
I see you
do you see me?