I see you, do you see me?

As i see you there next to me My whole body shakes in terror I am scared not, But afraid of being found out You laugh with me You make me laugh but i always wonder if you see me like i see you. We talk on the phone Hours into the night superficial is the convorsation With you i want to talk more about the "us" but i believe you may not see an "us" at all That day i wanted to tell you the words couldnt leave my mouth I wanted to tell you everything i was feeling everything thought every dream but my mind took over my hearts desire! As i see you there next to me i wonder I see you do you see me?