im here
and this all youll ever get
i think I'm fine
you think its not worth it
i can no longer wait in line
I'm tired of being told
I'm shit
why'd i wait anyway
theres no reason or way id get to stay
id get pushed down
and with no help at all
i just guess ill keep falling
so this is just gonna be 
the way it is
just left to be blind
so maybe you'll never have to see
but youll never be able to drain 
your memory
of all my pain
cause your all the cause of my insanity
the reason I'm insane
i don't think I'm good enough to rid my self of pain
made on the 31 of may