its the reasons why we wish you'd stay
hopes for hope that things might change
unable to make it either
just wish you could open up your eyes and see
your not the only one whod rather be dead
that by some strange phenomenon life could improve
for you for everyone
then comes reliance the one reason i set down my .45
Jesus our best friend promises presence
but we have to open the door
im just wishing more people understood
wishing i did more then understand
hopes and false wishes damned and doomed
i think im alergic to myself
god forgive such lack of faith