The Ocean

Looked up into his eyes, and i could've sworn that i saw my heart there. Felt the air around us rush and burst... The time around us freezing, yet still ticking away... and i wanted to shout out, this is what I live for, but i was stuck in those eyes so blue, like the ocean that i drown in, everytime i take a moment to imagen. You suck in a breath and I smile, brought out of my daze with a sticking out of your tongue. Inside jokes never felt so important to me before, now they're all I can think about. All i have to hold on, like my life line to this world, where I have to remember that we're just friends. And yet we're not. So much more then that and everytime you look at me I see it. And it feels like I'm wadeing in the ocean, with the beach and everyone else behind me. Before me I can see the island that i dream about... The one that the fish and i always talk about... Eyes that are so blue that i can't name the color... And i try to paint them, but it's hard to remember which shade is which... and where... Then I imagen your smile, and feel myself sink in deeper... drowning with blue eyes above me... Then it's back to realtiy as you laugh and say something. And i shudder and try to pull it together... Because next to my heart in your eyes, I see your's, and I fly as you give me that look and stick your tongue out. ** So it's been nine days short of a year since I've been on this site so... yeah, a lot of catching up to do.**