As you are

As you are As you leave I taste the remnants of tongue and despair. I watch you walk away and I smile at the back of you hoping for you to turn and wave one last goodbye. As you return I grasp you tightly and feel your long forgotten warmth. I watch you lift me up and I laugh with pure joy and a free release of emotion and fulfillment. As you love I can feel us moving together in a perfect unison. I watch you pull and slide and lift and feel the beautiful bond of lust, love and fear we have both created within us here. As you sleep I see your face so serene and calm, my heart swells at the site. I watch you breathing so slow and smooth your body curled up next to me and I pray I don't disturb you. As you wake I smile and kiss you lightly, I love you at anytime of day. I watch you stretch and sprawl out and your arms pull me onto you and you ask me how I slept and what I want to do today. As you smile I know that even though we have rough times you are there. I watch you lean forward to me and we kiss softly even though we know we are being watched it doesn’t matter. As you are is how I want you to always be; kind, loving, graceful and mine. I watch you change and form into a new and even more wonderful person everyday and I am not afraid, I know I won’t lose you. Catt</3 evening.... 2/1/2006............ edit: 11/22/2006 edit: 1/2/2007