it's hard to believe
that your scent is on my sheets
when you never laid there
i've washed them a thousand times
and they still don't smell like me

it doesn't help that i kept 
your t-shirt covered in your colonge
the one i wore that night
i stayed with you after work

And your presence is crushing me, crushing me
i feel you in my bed
see you in the street
walking next to me
i hear your laughter everywhere
smell your cologne on the air
my sense keep playing these tricks
because the memories of you stick
And the MEMORIES are killing me, killing me
the ones of dreams
how life could be
laughing and you holding me
while whispering sweet nothings

~* but its hard to find time for sleep
Time for peace
especially
since I didn't want to 
LEAVE*~

Life has moved on 
time has crawled by 
the world moves at a faster pace
but I'm still lost 
in the depths of your eyes

tell me how does it work
when i haven't seen your face
please tell me, how does is it possible
to be lost in you this way

I haven't  seen you in soo long
that you'd figure by now
i would have forgotten everything
but it's intensified somehow

i've come to a stand still
my mind defies my heart
my head tells me to give you up
tells me to let go
to let us fall apart

it says you dont care anymore
but the problem is 
that my heart still believes
still holds you dear
still says you're waiting for me

~* but its hard to find time for sleep
Time for peace
especially
since I didn't want to 
LEAVE*~