Time for peace

it's hard to believe that your scent is on my sheets when you never laid there i've washed them a thousand times and they still don't smell like me it doesn't help that i kept your t-shirt covered in your colonge the one i wore that night i stayed with you after work And your presence is crushing me, crushing me i feel you in my bed see you in the street walking next to me i hear your laughter everywhere smell your cologne on the air my sense keep playing these tricks because the memories of you stick And the MEMORIES are killing me, killing me the ones of dreams how life could be laughing and you holding me while whispering sweet nothings ~* but its hard to find time for sleep Time for peace especially since I didn't want to LEAVE*~ Life has moved on time has crawled by the world moves at a faster pace but I'm still lost in the depths of your eyes tell me how does it work when i haven't seen your face please tell me, how does is it possible to be lost in you this way I haven't seen you in soo long that you'd figure by now i would have forgotten everything but it's intensified somehow i've come to a stand still my mind defies my heart my head tells me to give you up tells me to let go to let us fall apart it says you dont care anymore but the problem is that my heart still believes still holds you dear still says you're waiting for me ~* but its hard to find time for sleep Time for peace especially since I didn't want to LEAVE*~