So hard to write

Don't know what to say

Can't think

Words won't come out right

Nobody will understand

Don't want to make a mistake

Words mean nothing

How can I do this

How can this be

Will you listen to me

How can I do all of this

I feel frustrated

Never at ease

What can I say

My mind feels empty

How to say the right thing

Never know what to say

Coming to a close

Mind is wondering

How to take control

Can't write forever

So much to say

But when to say something

How can I write what I feel

What to do

Feel lost at times

Worrying if i'll be alright

Hoping i'll live to see one more day

I'm at a loss for words

Wanting to let go of the past

Regreting so much

But when will I express myself

Wanting people to understand me

Don't want them to feel sorry for me

Got so much on my mind

But how to write it all down

To be so expressive

So much to do

Lots of thoughts

To rhyme

Get my thoughts and feelings

My life mean alot to someone

To be so greatful

Everything seems so easy

When we get older

Do my words mean something

Are they meaningful

Does someone relate to me

Maybe someone out there does

I don't know

What to write

Lots of words

So meaningful

So powerful

Words upon words

To leave it at that...

May 25, 2007