"Worthless Words"

So hard to write Don't know what to say Can't think Words won't come out right Nobody will understand Don't want to make a mistake Words mean nothing How can I do this How can this be Will you listen to me How can I do all of this I feel frustrated Never at ease What can I say My mind feels empty How to say the right thing Never know what to say Coming to a close Mind is wondering How to take control Can't write forever So much to say But when to say something How can I write what I feel What to do Feel lost at times Worrying if i'll be alright Hoping i'll live to see one more day I'm at a loss for words Wanting to let go of the past Regreting so much But when will I express myself Wanting people to understand me Don't want them to feel sorry for me Got so much on my mind But how to write it all down To be so expressive So much to do Lots of thoughts To rhyme Get my thoughts and feelings My life mean alot to someone To be so greatful Everything seems so easy When we get older Do my words mean something Are they meaningful Does someone relate to me Maybe someone out there does I don't know What to write Lots of words So meaningful So powerful Words upon words To leave it at that... May 25, 2007