"Hopeless"

I hurt so much Feels like im about to explode Don’t know what to do Boyfriend seems so distance Don’t know how long it’s going to last Should talk about it to him It won’t last for very long Doesn’t seem like tomorrow will come Shoulders feel heavy Heart is slowing down Eyes are going weak Feel like crying This pain that I feel How to explain it to everyone Will people understand me Can try to anyhow Feel so worthless Nothing to do Fingers are trembling Feel so shaky What to do Where can I go I feel so distance from people Not myself lately Just want to run far away somewhere But where What can I do to stop all this Who would help May 22, 2007