I thought I was done, I thought it was finally over
I thought the pain had stopped, but it took me over
Now I lay here thinking of what I can do to stop it 
As I hold my heart I am tempted to drop it
My dark blue eyes will never dry
If my tears keep filling the sides


They won't stop haunting me, all of your flaming words
And the more I try to smile, the more it burns
So I will sit here and think of the reasons I am here
I am afraid to live, but also afraid of fear
This horible feeling won't go away 
So I will just suffer day after day