im not ready

By soccer gurl in love •
im not ready
is what no one wants to hear
especially from me
when i say these words i see tears
in the eyes of my family
who always excpected the best of me
im not ready for the future
all i know is im not gonna be a muture
i have all these skills
but all me dreams have gone down hill
im not ready
i want my life to be steady
but im simply not ready