Despite what I say.., by lost_and_destroyed
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Despite what I say
I'm not okay
And I'm thinking about this shit every night and day
despite what I said
I wish I were dead
I'm lost, scared, and confused
I hurt, I feel ugly, and used
I'm different,stupid,and a freak
And what if I wasn't soo weak
I know I can't deal
I know I can't heal`
All these thoughts in my head
As I lie in my bed
I can't do anything but cry
and sit there and wish I could die
But what about all those people who make you hate
they change they're life they change your fate
Don't they know how many lives they'll take
Don't they realize some really won't wake
I know their sick lust
It makes me cringe in disgust
They always try to lower other's worth
It makes me wonder why they're put on this earth
And If I know it's them, the one's who aren't worth it,
who
bring me my pain
why do I care is it just that I am soo insane
It's getting to the point where
I'm almost there
there where I'll be gone
Till the day that all hope is gone
I will be forced to carry on
That day is nearing
Its what I should be fearing
But I'm not
Its almost something I've sought
letting go is what I think I should do
After all the shit I've been through
I know the one's who should see it don't
Or is it that they just won't
Cuz I felt this for a long time
and I've tried to show it
I don't know why they can't see my soul is as dark as ink
These are my feelings this is what I think
and I just wanna know when,my ship will come in
Excuse me now I gotta go cry myself to sleep again.... |
Posted: 2005-03-21 19:59:14 UTC |
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2005-10-15 17:57:55 | Dark Neko |
Love the poem, it really gets me. |