loveless love

i love him so much with all of my heart i have since the beginning right from the start i thought wed last he made it seem true we're not together anymore it makes me feel soo blue i hate this feeling feels like i could die because im sick of him and all his damn lies i love him so much i wish i didnt i told him how much i cares i gave him all the hints he told me he cared and that he always will id do anything to be with him even if it meant to kill id kill anything that got in the way ill keep my promise from day to day i say i hate him but i really dont im really trying to move on but my hearts the one that wont my heart is set on him and so is my soul but my heart is torn out and left a big black hole..