I sometimes get these feelings
like I'm gonna freak out
I don't know why
I don't know what about
I feel like I'm gonna go crazy
and somehow go insane
I feel like living
is sometimes just a big game
I don't have it so bad
I just get really annoyed
My head feels like it's getting messed with
like it's just a toy
I want to get out of here
this shithole town
My life feels like a circus
and I'm the clown
I'm only fooling myself
and putting on an act
Only sometimes it feels
the suit is intact
It's not leaving my body
it isn't leaving me
I wish I was the somene
people wanted me to be..