Feelings...

I sometimes get these feelings like I'm gonna freak out I don't know why I don't know what about I feel like I'm gonna go crazy and somehow go insane I feel like living is sometimes just a big game I don't have it so bad I just get really annoyed My head feels like it's getting messed with like it's just a toy I want to get out of here this shithole town My life feels like a circus and I'm the clown I'm only fooling myself and putting on an act Only sometimes it feels the suit is intact It's not leaving my body it isn't leaving me I wish I was the somene people wanted me to be..