missing you

i miss the late night movies and dancing in our tutus. i miss christmas dinner, birthday parties, and unzipping the sleeping bag to make a big blanket. i miss the yellow rug and the ocean sheets. i miss the books, dolls, and playing magic carpet with all the stuffed animals. i miss the greenness of your eyes and how adorable you are. i miss roses, stargazing, and sitting for hours at our spot. i miss passing time and green hall passes. i miss seven classes, harumi, and going out to lunch with the crew. i miss super smash brothers and walking through the suite. i miss visiting for hours, all of the drama, and giving backrubs whenever needed. i miss his faceless form and the way that he held me. i miss the comfort that he gave me, how he tasted, and the way that we could just sit there forever. i miss you and the way we can talk. i miss the advice you give me, the way you express yourself, and the way that you never judge me. i miss happiness and the joy that follows. i miss love, passion, and being able to put someone before myself.