bye

its not fair for me to hang on so close let the blood slip down and drench my coat let the pain inside come back out too how much hurt i can cause i never knew sorry i cant be here and sit and take it but i know what would happen if i didnt blame me all you want if that helps you some its hard enough as it is knowing i cant see my son the pain i have inside / nothing compared to what your gunna feel when i come alive because as much as it pains me now to sit here and write this and to think about you for one more time its going to rip you apart to know that im not there. as for nick im sorry i couldnt be the father i wanted to be im sorry i couldnt live up to what you need me to be maybe one day ill get back to my life and realize that thats you and no one else but right now i cant feel a thing love compassion anger and fear mixed into one a hollowed out shell of what used to be me.....so sit there think about it and remember my face then my back and the knife in its place. Never would turned into not right now so cry about it PEace im out