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if i was a poet
id write a line that would make you melt
a verse ,.,. maybe just a line,..,
you'd go jelly,.,. be all mine

if i could sing
id make you a tune
sing you a song
humm it to you
as hand in hand .. we strolled along

if i was a writer
id create a you novel
a tale of woes and hardships
over comed..endless endeavours

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but i have no rhymes
i have no lyrics.
i have no pen
i have no inspiration
.,.,,.to get up.., and start again.,.,

a million ideas 
a million sighs
an abundance of gasps..
through uncountable cries..

if i was a man
would i be here today
id have fought harder for what i wanted
Bin brave enough ,.,., to seize my Day



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but not just hardship
fluffy pillows and flowers.,,.,.
hand in hand mindless days.,., just you.,.,for hours n
hours.,,.n life escaping hours.,.,
but this life,.,., another lost whimp.. it callously,.,
devours.,.,
remorselessly taking.,.,back to the earth,.., a life force
not needed.,., an expired worth.

in a sound prooved room
no one hears no one cares


im tired now..,.,its time,.,.,.


what would you say,.., if it was the last hting you ever
did.,.,

something most memorable i'm sure,,.,.

but i'll remeber this,.,.,.,.,



i had one dream .,., i wasnt greedy :)
i wasnt greedy :(
i wasnt .,.,,.,.,.,.,.,.i wanted little,.,.
at the cost of all.,.,.,.