"My love" if only you could see how much pain you have given
me
All the love notes wet with tears from all the darken years
I can't seem to make it go away
No matter how much pain I have contained
Every year just seems the same
All I have are hopeless dreams
I just lie awake watching the sadness consuming my every
dream like a flowing stream
As my life floats away with the love that can never be mine

Like a dagger stabbing threw my heart
Is the love that comes from the man I love so dear
I only see you and me
No one else is real, just a fantasy
I just wish my life could end
No more pain, no more fear of not being loved
But I know that it can't be
Life so far away it seems
I just wish I could see all the people that do love me
I can't live live hoping, wishing for something that can't
be
Soon my pain will push everyone away
I need the love that is to far away for me to see
I now choose a goal
I now choose to be happy
Love from all now fills my heart
No more pain consumes me
And I can finally love them
As they have always loved me