The love is now gone
No life, no feeling left to give to the world
The black over crowding my judgements
The days are full of sadness and sorrow
The sky black with anger and fear
No more blue skies and pink sunsets
The feeling consuming my very being
Not being able to see past my selfishness
Seeing nothing but blankness I fear thats in me
No one can see me
I'm not the same that I used to e
I cry and scream
Trying to get free from my inner hatred
Trying to change all the sadness and fear
Seeing myself in the mirror
Dead to my family and friends
Not able to be free
I'm consumed by my own jealousy