Jealousy In Me

The love is now gone No life, no feeling left to give to the world The black over crowding my judgements The days are full of sadness and sorrow The sky black with anger and fear No more blue skies and pink sunsets The feeling consuming my very being Not being able to see past my selfishness Seeing nothing but blankness I fear thats in me No one can see me I'm not the same that I used to e I cry and scream Trying to get free from my inner hatred Trying to change all the sadness and fear Seeing myself in the mirror Dead to my family and friends Not able to be free I'm consumed by my own jealousy