My Mum....

I’m lying on the ground, Trying not to make a sound My whole body has gone numb, I know what I said was dumb I wait for you to leave, Then I start to grieve For all the times you’ve hurt me, Not once have you said sorry I hear the screaming in my head, Memories of you pulling me out of bed Remembering I start to cry All I want to do is die It was stupid what I said I wished that you were dead I saw that look upon your face Then my mind began to race Blow after blow I took, You walked away without another look So now I’m lying on the ground Trying not to make a sound I don’t know why I put up with this All the times that I’ve been hit I should hate you for all you’ve done But I can’t, because you’re my mum.