I’m lying on the ground,
Trying not to make a sound
My whole body has gone numb,
I know what I said was dumb
I wait for you to leave,
Then I start to grieve
For all the times you’ve hurt me,
Not once have you said sorry
I hear the screaming in my head,
Memories of you pulling me out of bed
Remembering I start to cry
All I want to do is die
It was stupid what I said
I wished that you were dead
I saw that look upon your face
Then my mind began to race
Blow after blow I took,
You walked away without another look
So now I’m lying on the ground
Trying not to make a sound
I don’t know why I put up with this
All the times that I’ve been hit
I should hate you for all you’ve done
But I can’t, because you’re my mum.