Break

Break
You were the only one who could make me smile
Now my face is frozen in an endless frown, carved into the marble never to be changed.
I've made a million mistakes and I'll make a million again
But I don't want those foolish things to hurt you anymore
like I've been doing all along.
So I break off a piece of my heart, place it in your hand
Fold your fingers over it but be gentle please its fragile and soft.
I fall apart the inside and cry away a bottle of cheap liquor
Wake up the next morning sore and covered in scars I don't remember making.
A throbbing head and a broken heart is loves' hangover that I have to bear like a milestone on my back. Bent down and bone crushing sadness always with me.
I used to think that God was listening when I'd lay in bed and pray my past away, but now I know I was only kidding myself once again.
Now that we are no longer, I thought I could numb my pain and drug your memories away. I was horribly wrong. I know that I'll never be without your break on my heart.
Catt.... 8/20/2007 ....... afternoon