emotionless

i have no pain left i feel nothing no hate no anger no happiness ho love all emotions gone away never going to return to me i have no emotions nobody cares im one big joke i act like im happy when inside im crying i dont know what i like ive been acting so long if you ask me my favorite thing i could not say ive been acting forever and now im not me i just cant remember if i like to go out if i like to stay in am i straight or gay i do not know i say that i am bi to have a test of both been acting so long that the real me is gone