i have no pain left
i feel nothing
no hate
no anger
no happiness
ho love
all emotions gone away
never going to return to me
i have no emotions
nobody cares
im one big joke
i act like im happy
when inside im crying
i dont know what i like
ive been acting so long
if you ask me my favorite thing
i could not say
ive been acting forever
and now im not me
i just cant remember 
if i like to go out
if i like to stay in
am i straight or gay
i do not know
i say that i am bi
to have a test of both
been acting so long
that the real me is gone