Time is going by so fastly. no time to breathed no time to
take away from these confusings months. swollen eyes from
months of unbearing pain in my inner soul. a place where i
want thee to come  and comfort me once again. i thought
icould have lived without you. thinking that if i pretend
for a moment that i dont care about you. over looking all
the times you say you were coming over and didnt came. times
where you were to come and see and didnt show .waht am i
suppose to do with these unbearing desire for your musculine
grace. morning for your touch of passion ,morning for your
love and most of all the cold nights of morning desire.

as i lay here on my back, i memories about the past and
think about the future. i know you love me as ihave loved
you my love. i know you misses me as i misses you. but until
we meet again from our long separation. we shall fall inlove
all over again. promiise to hold you close and never to let
you think that i am ever going to cheat on you with another
man. 

for now i know you are the only man i crave for in my sleep
and in the middle of the day.men came to me from left, right
and center. all of them with there own pick up lines. lines
that makes me laugh in mockery. my love i need you more than
i need food itself. i need you like a baby needs its milk. i
need you now than ever.