ever so slowly
you are becoming
the only thing
that is keeping me alive.

i hate you so much
for destroying me like this
and leaving me
so dependant on you.

i am hooked on you
like an addict on drugs
you destroy me 
with every moment that passes
yet i keep coming back 
for more.

now you are
the only thing
that keeps me alive
that keeps me breathing
i live for you now
and only you.


i wish that i could
tell you to go away
but the second 
you start walking
towards that door
i would crumple to the floor
not breathing any more...