wishing it would make things better
wont take away from the pain
crying at night alone
cant act like its rain
every tear rips through the ground
every emotion i have i cant feel
and when you say i love you
how do i take that as real
i think about you every day
i miss us every night
i want so bad for this to be done
i would give anything to make it right
the most we can be now is mutual
how am i supposed to take you back
my nights they feel soo cold now
ive lost my direction im way off track
nothing seems real anymore
nothing seems right
every time we talk now
we getting in a fight
its sucks that i want you to feel
how bad i want you to hurt
youve been through enough
now the lesson you have learnt
i been waist deep for too long
in this bull shit river
i still hold you in my heart
just thinking bout you makes my bones shiver
if things could be made right id try but i know nothing will
ever heal this pain not even time.