is this what you wanted it to be?

am i a little to much? am i a little to little? am i what you want or not enough is this what you wanted me to be bewildered and afraid or mildly insane. i cant get a chance to change you like the peaces in a puzzle so why do you get to change me while im muted bye your muzzle? is this who you want me to be or is this just what im meant to become? i allow myself to be nothing my heroes a little to late this change is messing with fate is this what you wanted me to be? well its to late i cant change im just me. P.s. this is nothing special more of my "angst" i have none i guess but i like that word god im so happy nothing can bring me down its like a high no one can explain! its not love its LIFE!