Reflection

i look into the mirror what do i see i see a scared, hateful little boy the reflection is disgusting to look upon i see all the drugs and alcohol the ppain and anguish i caused loved ones i look into my eyes and see an empty soul nothing inside of me im cold on the inside and out as tears begin to fall down my crippled face my anger turns towards myself i throw a punch at myself now as the shards of glass from the mirror hhit the floor i look upon my cut up fist blood dripping down onto the mirror i see my reflection and decide this is it it is time to start over leave my past behind me move on into the future i will find the strength to move foward now as the days pass by i look into the mirror i see a strong hearted and willed man full of wisdom and full of life everything in my life has happened for a reason i must take everything as it comes to me leave the past in the past look foward to the future because the future is the fate of me now when i look into my eyes now i see a soul im no longer empty i have warmth throughout my entire body the path i was on has come to an dead end and now the path im on will go on to better things and opportunities in my life i will no longer be in the darkness i will be in the light thanks to whom ever has changed my fortune i will not forget it