I'm feeling weak, I am not strong,
I know that what I do is wrong,
I cannot keep this pain inside,
But all I ever do is hide,
I want to love and trust again,
My tears are mingling with the rain,
I want to cut, I want to bleed,
To feel secure is all I need,
I feel that I'm going to break,
Another hurt I cannot take,
So let me hide and run away,
I must stay silent, I cannot say,
Of all the thoughts that fill my mind,
They are chains, my heart they bind. 

        Copyright Kirsy Hatten