Suicide Fantasy

I clamber down to the waters edge One bare foot placed It’s my first step to freedom. A thousand and one needles Stabbing at my skin I bite down hard, wade further in. Trespassing this murky liquid Moving on without fear It’s no more threatening Than the life I leave here. Arms spread wide I throw myself back Awaiting the unknown And the final attack. Falling deeper into the mystery Of this once placid lake Now savaging my body My soul in its wake. I take one last look up And let go of regrets Gently laid at the bottom Im prepared for my rest. Goodbye cruel world Wallow in your victory Shame on you all For you did this to me.