Heartache

so when a night like this happens which is just about every night since Im not with you and everything feels different all that I want to do anymore is sit on my rooftop with another sad love song to give me hope that someone else can relate to this pain and dream that I was on a tall building with a street full of cars below me instead wish that its the one dream that may finally come true.... the lucky people living their every day beautiful happy lives one minute they wouldnt even see it coming but what they would see very soon is the end of my sadness and then not know what is going on the next minute but you want to know why they are feeling so lucky.... its because seeing what they just saw they realize that they could never understand the kind of pain that was inside the person who just stopped traffic because their heart was broken and could never be put back together.... because they finally found the one they loved with all their heart, the perfect one they knew they had dreamed about loving for so long, perfect because even when the one they love feels like something is wrong with their appearence all that their eyes can see is the beautiful soul that is in their heart and touches everything they do.... but they were afraid to never have a chance to see their dreams come true of never being able to find a better person as long as they lived, so they felt there was no use to keep going....