so when a night like this happens
which is just about every night since Im not with you
and everything feels different
all that I want to do anymore is sit on my rooftop
with another sad love song to give me hope that someone else
can relate to this pain
and dream that I was on a tall building
with a street full of cars below me instead
wish that its the one dream that may finally come true....
the lucky people living their every day beautiful happy
lives
one minute they wouldnt even see it coming
but what they would see very soon is the end of my sadness
and then not know what is going on the next minute
but you want to know why they are feeling so lucky....
its because seeing what they just saw
they realize that they could never understand
the kind of pain that was inside the person who just stopped
traffic
because their heart was broken and could never be put back
together....
because they finally found the one they loved with all their
heart,
the perfect one they knew they had dreamed about loving for
so long,
perfect because even when the one they love feels like
something is wrong with their appearence
all that their eyes can see
is the beautiful soul that is in their heart
and touches everything they do....
but they were afraid to never have a chance to see their
dreams come true
of never being able to find a better person as long as they
lived,
so they felt there was no use to keep going....