God why?

God why did you take him? Take my baby away from me? I know i am young.. just 16 But i choose to keep him couldnt you just let it be? I guess i will never understand what you've done to me I miss him with every passing day Can you look after him for me, cos his mummy cant be there for him today And i guess he cant be here for me I know he was ill And that it just wasnt fair But god why take him from me ..His dad doesnt even care.. Well he was a stunner, he looked like his mumma so bad And i havent got time to get mad Because i am greatful for his life he did have His little heartbeat beating on that screen And his little hands and mouth With a smile, that i didnt know what it was meant to mean He made me grow up so bad, and i love him, more than life I know he was happy Just with his mummy And i know that one day he wil be with me but until then, i will hand over the responsability So kissing him goodbye, i hand him over to you With every faith that you know what to do Someone explain to me Why something so bad, Can really make me see How much life means, and how many people i have here for me...