Everyday

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By *razor_blades_&_kisses*

Everyday I walk around this place, feeling like an outcast with no place to go,no place to hide,and no one to turn to for the answers to my problems. Everyday I go home broken and torn up inside.No one knows how I feel.No one understands what I'm going through. Everyday I walk around this place,scared,alone,afraid,abandoned,broken,and hurt. I look around and all I see are people who pretend to care but they're just faking it. Everyday, I only have one person to turn to and to trust-myself. I trust no one.I trust no one with my heart,life,love,and trust.Everday I stand on this line between life and death, wondering if I should commit suicide or to just be suicidal. Everyday I'm faced with this choice and it's a tough one but I have to make it so I'll choose......Death

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March 13, 2005 03:37Me..

PLSS read it all no matter how crazy it sounds and how long it is plss read it all.....




you can't kill your self..I know you proble dont' believe in heaven and hell or God but believe me if you kill your self you'll go to hell..Not to be mean or anything but it's the truth if some one commits suicide they will go to hell and believe you don't wanna do that......all you have to do is turn your self to God give your self to him..ask him to forgive you for you sins..tell him you need him...ask him to work in your life and ask him to come in to your heart....You proble think I'm some kind of weirdo but if you ever need some one to talk to I'm here and so is Jesus....

March 23, 2005 21:34StupidLoserPerson

You are a very good poet. I too have a few songs about suicide. I know sometimes it's hard, and I want to give into life to, but I just hold on because I don't want to give up my music. Anyway I was reading that last comment on your poem... Sorry, but I really, really, don't think God is out there. I mean, seriously, how many times has he helped you out. It's okay if you believe in him, because we all have our different views. I just always ask the same question... if God is real, why are so many people suffering. I count on myself. I gave up on him... or maybe he just set me free. I guess he's love and protection doesn't last forever...

Rock on, Jazz

March 28, 2005 21:33*razor_blades_&_kisses*

I thought about killing myself,but I haven't yet.I just write about cutting and all that because that's my life,and that's all I have to rely on.Thank You for reading my poems.bye.

April 14, 2005 17:35My_pain_your_thrill

So we are going to go to hell?? So what! Seriously..can you think of a worse place to be than inside your head when you are depressed? I cant. If there was a god, we wouldnt have these feelings in the first place. You write amazing poetry, I can relate to it and I think it is true..The truth about the darkside of life. Keep writing, and keep being you--Lianna xx

July 7, 2005 20:56 ~~~~GLOSTARG~~~~

your talented, there is so many suffering people on earth, the line you stand on between life and death might be considered the "free will" hand of god, your choice? I hope you choose life. I don't know you , but your poem touched my heart. Love comes in many ways or forms but in your poem it's obviously a painful one. choose life...over it's alternative... "a short time here,a long time gone"!
you are talented, your poems can touch millions of people. choose life..with love.

August 29, 2005 01:59XxTeArSxX

wow amzing i feel the smae way this poem is deep and it's liek whats going through my head now 9.9

August 29, 2005 02:00XxTeArSxX

wow amzing i feel the smae way this poem is deep and it's liek whats going through my head now 9.9

September 4, 2005 00:17Theresa

that is really good. and i can tell you that i can relate to that and everything from my life and when i was growing up. Life is f**ked up and hurting and fake people are all i know. thanks 4 being real -theresa-

January 7, 2006 03:44a rose by any otha name

i believe many people has felt like that at some point in their life, nice composition

There's more to life than that...allow yourself to live and you'll see it.

August 3, 2007 13:39MonroeRigby

you have to wait for something good to happen.
even if takes longer than expected its worth it:/

August 10, 2007 04:28ForgottenWinterMemories

i really like this poem. i feel like this a lot of time and i understand how it is to feel like that. your a really good writer and you should keep it up.

September 24, 2007 18:37Sarah

Hey thats some talent there i only wish that you had someone you could talk to like a friend. Or had someone who cared. It is very deep.

November 15, 2007 13:05Beth aka Anonymous

I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. I've been there. Trust me, whatever it is that you want to die over, if you die it won't go away. if you want to talk, my msn is [email protected]

November 28, 2007 21:53Frank

Hmmm... arent you from emo scene? or maybe the chat...
Well... I understand how you feel... If u choose you may e-mail me at [email protected]

April 28, 2008 17:58Ashley Reneë *Raining Tears*

sweet ;D

April 19, 2009 21:01leon reader

this was written a long time ago now, i'm interested in knowing how your getting along in life now?

April 27, 2009 02:16marsha

is this site still active?

May 31, 2009 01:47GlassChild

don't kill yourself
you are a great person

September 13, 2009 01:19adam greenleaf

life is never easy but through the storm there is always sunshine

September 23, 2009 16:13Ras@Dub

We always have this choice and some people cant handle it!true that mann Ire. Jah bless positve Irits!

November 18, 2009 05:22almostover

wow, talk about the story of my life. This is a very nice poem, wish i could write like that...:)

March 19, 2010 06:13GlassChild

please read this comment...its a quote from a singer named Kerli Koiv
"I walk a line between Life and Death, Life makes me alive, but Death makes me different"
think about it

March 19, 2010 06:16GlassChild

LISTEN PPL!!!!!!!!!!! MAYBE SHE DOESN'T BELIEVE IN HEAVEN OF HELL!!!!!!! I DON'T AND ITS NOT A BAD THING...I'M JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE...WELL ALMOST...OK NOT EVEN ALMOST BUT STILL!!!!! IT'S YOUR LIFE YOU MAKE THE DESITIONS..NOT GOD NOT JESUS!!!!! THIS IS A RELIGION BASED ON FEAR

April 7, 2010 20:55MySurrender

It's scary stuff and very sad. It's good to find even one thing to live for. Just one thing to start with. And I know sometimes it's hard. But the joy waiting at the other side - it's worth it.