Never Mind

I don't know how to love you, Silly, complicated boy. I don't know how to love you, Because to you I'm merely a toy. My pain is your thrill My tears are your drug, You love to see them fall, And without remorse my feelings you kill. You tell me you love me, You tell them you're smitten, Though in my thoughts, While saying this, Your tongue, you should have bitten. What happened to you love me? What happened to you care? You lied to me and to them, Yet, at a loss for words, you're there. Trying to explain to me why You left, never mind I don't want you. I see what happened to you, Behind my back you're getting high. Oct.5.2007.